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Don't read this. Please?stop thinking about me please, stop wondering how i am. its not hard. id like to see you try and prove me wrong this time.  
i dont want to cry over you but im finding it hard to see what im writing because my eyes are all blurred. i dont want anyone to know how pathetic i am.  
one of my biggest fears have come true. im allowed to feel this much hurt now arent i?  
is it okay with you, just for a little while? let me hurt myself.  
let me be in pain without you here to comfort me.  
and all i want to do is cry my fucking heart out in front of you.  come pierce my heart with your words and watch me drown.  P Don't read this. Please?
by ~FallenHeartedVampire
Why does it hurtWhen you think you're okay,  But you find out you're not,  And your heart skips a beat,  But it just wants to stop,  You want to cry out in pain,  But you know you can't,  Because if you do,  
Everything falls apart   
But sometimes, that is exactly what you want to happen. Why does it hurt
by ~FallenHeartedVampire
What I AmI am a simple puppet, nothing but a toy.  You let me fall, this long lonesome drop,  I hit the floor so hard; I fell from the very top.   
In a world where all the walls turn black,  And all thoughts of life start to crack,  I’m beginning to think that everything is a lie.   
When all ties with feeling are broke,  And all I can do is think of the past;  I know that the effect of the alcohol will never last.   
Now drinking doesn’t work anymore,  But even if I wanted it to,  
Nothing could go back to the way it was before.   
I regret the choices that I h What I Am
by ~FallenHeartedVampire
YouYou make me laugh,  You make me cry,  You make me feel like I could touch the sky.  You make me sad,  You make me smile,  Let me stay here for a little while. You
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Bleh

Journal Entry: Fri Nov 20, 2009, 3:57 PM
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Sometimes, when I read through all of my friends journals (here on DA) I feel like they put their heart into what they write most of the time.
I sometimes feel like I should to. And even if I did, no-one would care anyway because no-one ever really reads this c**p I write. Which in itself is a good thing and I'm not complaining but I feel like I'm actually wasting my life away on the internet.
My life is so caught up in the internet, SOMEWHERE online you could probably find bits of small information about me I didn't even know about myself. Now THAT is a scary thought.

Now what I really wanted to write my journal on is "The Future" but I guess asking for advice on here is one of those things that is pointless. Everyone else has their own little problems which actually might not even be that little. Point being that the fact that I should just shut my mouth and stop my fingers from typing and stop hassling everyone about a stupid JOURNAL is poking its ugly head right out at me.

SO, I think that's what I'm going to do from now on. Or at least try, since I never seem to keep to my word, which in fact is something I REALLY want to change.
This may -or may not as the case may be- the last journal I write here on DA unless something really important happens and I have to inform everyone that I am emigrating to America. Or maybe just the middle of the ocean, which would really be cool.


Edit: Wow...I like this 'Journal Skin' <3 It's so pretty.

ALSO: Please ignore the links at the top. They have nothing to do with this Journal entry.

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  • Mood: Adoration
  • Listening to: The Scientist- Coldplay
  • Reading: JUST inished reading "What I Was."
  • Eating: My body MIGHT be eating itself. Interesting huh.
Skin by =moonfreak

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Using only song names from ONE ARTIST, cleverly answer these questions. You can't use the band I used. Try not to repeat a song title. It's a lot harder than you think! Repost as "my life according to (band name)"

Pick Your Artist:
Nevertheless

Are you a male or female:
Oh Child (Female)

Describe yourself:
Lover (Lover not a fighter xD hehe)

How do you feel:
I'm In Love With You (Like crap)

Describe where you currently live:
Cries From The City (<- what it says)

If you could go anywhere, where would you go:
The Real (Boston MA, Texas)

Your favorite form of transportation:
Let It Fall (Walking or train)

Your best friend is:
Rest (Online, Marty. Offline, I don't have best friends, just close friends)

You and your best friends are:
Sleeping In (Close)

What's the weather like:
Perfect Chemistry (Cold and damp)

Favorite time of day:
Time (Night)

If your life was a tv show, what would it be called?:
False Starts (<- False Starts)

What is life to you:
Patience And Devotion (Everything, you only get one)

Your last relationship:
Losing Innocence (...)

Your fear:
These Four Walls (Quite a lot, I have a nickname : Pansy)

What is the best advice you have to give:
Live Like We're Alive

Thought for the Day:
Topics (To love someone is not to find someone perfect, it's to see someone imperfect, perfectly - Sam Keen)

How you would like to die:
When I'm Alone (Alone)

Your soul's present condition:
It's No Secret (F**ked up)

Your motto:
I Found My Way Back Again (Be you)


Name: Sarahjayne T
Age: 15

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: It isn't on the map.
  • Interests: Literature, music, life, the world and everything on it and around it.
  • Favourite band or musician: Nevertheless, Breaking Laces, Owl City.
  • Favourite genre of music: Almost anything. . . Almost
  • Favourite poet or writer: "Just a girl"
  • Favourite photographer: Joel.
  • Favourite style of art: Literature, manga. Photography.
  • Wallpaper of choice: The Night.
  • Skin of choice: Yours.
  • Favourite game: I don't really play games.
  • Favourite cartoon character: I don't really..watch cartoons.
  • Personal Quote: What has your life been like until now?
  • Tools of the Trade: E-v-e-r-y-t-h-i-n-g...

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:icontreyb7053:
~TreyB7053 Oct 10, 2009, 5:20:43 PM
Thanks for the fav :)

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~FallenHeartedVampire Oct 10, 2009, 5:21:36 PM
You're very welcome. :aww:

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"When you were born, you cried and everybody else was happy. The only question that matters is this: When you die, will YOU be happy when everybody else is crying?" -Tony Campolo
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"An eye for an eye only ends up making the whole world go blind." -???
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Mood: Joy ~martin8910 Oct 2, 2009, 11:06:03 AM
Thanks for the fav:D
Glad you like my "You Know it by Heart" series!

Cheers!

/Martin

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~FallenHeartedVampire Oct 2, 2009, 11:15:44 AM
You're welcome. ^^
The one I favourited reminds me of how you would take a heart to pieces and then put it back together again.
I like the once that is sewn together also. :aww: Great art.

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"When you were born, you cried and everybody else was happy. The only question that matters is this: When you die, will YOU be happy when everybody else is crying?" -Tony Campolo
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"An eye for an eye only ends up making the whole world go blind." -???
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